Thursday, September 18, 2008

This Is Very Unlike Me

book-in-hand: desperately searching for a good book
mood: stressed
song: Zutons - Nightmare Part II

To be totally stumped over a decision and not able to sort things out mentally. This is probably one of the most important choices I have had to make in my life so far and yet I am sitting on the fence undecided. Am I scared? Not informed appropriately? I wish there was someone I could talk to about it, but then again that too is very unlike me.

This has to be settled soon, life can't go on in stasis like this.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Forever is Seriously Ill

My body sure does have a taste for flamboyance. Down with some sort of stomach virus and it has totally ravaged my body. Been puking and suffering from diarrhoea. No choice but to go on a liquid diet as I can't hold anything in and I am getting dehydrated.

Worse of all though, are the fever dreams... they all seem so vivid... and so weird.